It's so easy

It's so easy to become anorexic or Bulimic. I weight 115 and I have had moments recently where I looked at my body and said wow I need to lose weight. However, even when I have self conscious moments where I just want to stop eating for one day, I realize that I love food too much. I am italian and food is my life. And then sometimes I think throwing up, but I hate throwing up. So I could not become anorexic or bulimic even if I wanted to. My point is, it is just really easy to fall into an eating disorder. It starts off with I will just skip lunch or I just won't eat when people can't see me. And then it turns into only eating a spoonful of cottage cheese all day. Life is hard and there is a lot of pressure to be perfect. Some people cannot handle being less than perfect.